What???????????????????? Let me roll my eyes....okay, done. On we go...
That is NOT good. It's frustrating. And...I refuse to have a tantrum.
Serenity Now. All is calm. All is bright.
Will not theorize or wrack brain, though my first though is inflammation (my rash is worse, my allergies are worse, my asthma is worse, and I've upped my steroid use). It's definitely a stall. It happens. Has happened a few times on this diet journey.
Hate em. Patience is not my greatest virtue, so I guess it needs to be tested from time to time.
I will be doing some calming meditation today, cause that helps me deal with the itchies and congestion. I don't wanna be scratching the flesh off my arms and chest, so I just do little snatches of calming meditation and destress and cream myself frequently. This will pass. All of this will pass. (Damn you, springtime!)
On the plus time, my garden is a-bloom. It's an explosion of yellows, purples, pinks, reds, peaches, and white. The white contribution (I love white blossoms, not as much as yellow and red, but love em) is from one of our smaller bougainvillea and from our old, much-assailed by storms and time gardenia bush/tree. When the gardenias are in bloom, I think a lot about my mom. It was her fave of my garden. I'd pluck flowers to bring to her on my visits. She'd tuck them in her cleavage. I hope she can see them from Heaven.
My dad liked white flowers best. So, I think about him, too.
I don't do well with the air full of allergens, but the sight of flowers sure soothes my soul.
Off to have my breakfast and do some work... will come back later, maybe upload pics of my flowers..
I wish pollen made you lose weight. Now that would make the congestion and phlegm worthwhile.