I was going through tubs of old, stored clothes. I filled up two and half lawn and leaf bags worth--those 39 gallon capacity ones--of clothes to toss, and filled one bag with clothes to give away (ie, in good condition or still had tags on).
Then I found... THAT shirt. The black embroidered tunic top that I wear in the pic you see as my before/highest-weight shot. (It's both in the upper left sidebar and in the the Progress Pics page). Well, here is that old pic:
And here is the shirt on me TODAY, with a 121 lb difference:
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| I tried to turn to the angle in the 2004 pic. I gathered up the shirt to show body difference. |
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| I can fit a teen in here with me! |
And that's not all. I found a workout top from Junonia I used to love cause it's my "signature" colors --ie, black and red. Junonia was the place I had to go to for 4x and 3x workout-wear way back when. Here I am in that top at 278 lbs in Jan of 2009 at a local state park, racoon in background:
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| I'd been doing Pilates for 6 months and felt BETTER, but obviously...just getting started on my mojo. Food not under control! |
And the same top today, found in the tub along with others from my "biggest" periods:
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| Loads of SPACE. You can see my piles of sorting mess on the bed! |
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| Side view to compare with side view above. |
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| This used to be snug in the chest/belly |
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| I love this color and print and fabric and style combo--and so comfy-- that I hesitate even now to toss it. Sigh... |
I tried some other stuff from the "biggest periods" clothes:
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| These used to be my GO TO fave pants. These are 3x, as I don't have any 4x ones left. I threw those out. I can hide in these during a hurricane. ; ) They did used to sit at my waist. |
I did find a top from my 4x highest weight period. This is a workout top, another from Junonia:
And now a skirt:
After all that, I got dressed for my walk. Seeing my progress--SEEING it and FEELING it--makes me not want to ever go back there again:
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| Determined NOT to go back to that! |
Be well.




























